I FELL IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND

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♫♫♫ Through all the girls that came by

And all the nights that you'd cry

Boy, I was there right by your side

How could I tell you I loved you

When you were so happy

With some other girl? ♫♫♫


He was my classmate back when I was in High School...

He's been may kaasaran...

Ka-kwentuhan...

Katawanan...

And ka-piktyuran...

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I started 'falling' for him when we were in 3rd Year High School...

The day of our JS Prom...

The day when I I saw him dancing with Carmela...

Which happened to be one of my closest friends too...

 

Because they both love each other, I didn't intrude nor enter their 'relationship'

Not a wrecker kasi...

I just let them enjoy the moment and lived my own roller coaster life...

 

Until the day came that Carmela confessed to me that she is seeing this guy--KARL...

I felt bad for my best friend simply because he didn't deserve it...

He's kind, sweet, thoughtful, and I love him...

But I never told that to him...

Not a single word...

 

So days went by...

And finally, Carmela told him about this 'guy' she's seeing...

 

I saw him...

Crying...

I went down to him and he hugged me...

HE HUGGED ME!

 

That day, I really wanted to tell him how I feel...

And because I am COWARD...

I didn't tell him anything...

About my feelings...

About how I wanted to be with him...

Talk to him every single day-- having fun, laughing, taking a lot of pictures...

And the most important thing, I didn't tell him that I REALLY REALLY LOVE HIM...

 

In college, we went to different schools...

We had our different circle of friends...

Had to hung around differently...

 

But it came to a point, when he went to our house one night with his mountain bike...

I asked him where he has been...

He answered, "Dyan lang."

And it lasted for about a month and never heard anything from him again...

 

I just then found out that their family migrated to Canada...

I felt nothing...

I felt numb that time...

 

He has his own life--

A new home...

New friends...

New Best Friend...

And a Girl Friend...

 

Until I realized that I let go one of the most important person in my life-- my BEST FRIEND...

I didn't even had the courage to tell him that he is IMPORTANT...

That even it will take long...

I'm willing to wait for him...


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"TAKING RISK MEANS HAVING THE COURAGE TO FACE UNCERTAIN ANSWERS."

 

 

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